Menggalau 1

huwaa......... mau ngelampiasin kesal minggu ini,, (ngga boleh kesel ya harusnya soalnya minggu ini kan minggu terakhir puasa, , =3= ) Q pun dah bingung gimana mau ceritanya,, terlampau banyak yang udah terjadi dan sedang terjadi,, ntah deh, udah sampe batas yang dikatakan stress atau belum, yang jelas.. HUWA.......!!!!!!!!!!!! Q pingin teriak sekenceng-kencengnya buat ngilangin penat yang ntah udah berapa lama ini nganggu hidup Q.. kadang sempat berfikir, "fit, dirimu lagi mimpi buruk kali", mungkin, tapi kapan aku bangunnya??? kalo iya mimpi buruk, Q pingin bangun dari mimpi buruk ini.. "Hey, emang segitu parahnya??". uhm... didikanku selalu lihat dulu orang yang lebih susah dari kita, saat itu kita akan bersyukur tentang masalah yang kita hadapi ngga sebesar masalah yang orang lain hadapi. tapi kadang itu juga ngga berfungsi lagi disaat-saat tertentu.. Q benci keadaan kayak gini yang ngga ngalamin perubahan.. "apaan sih??" apapun itu, setiap ngelihat sesuatu yang selalu membuat kita muak dan kesal Q ngga bisa berpura-pura baik dan bilang it's okay, ngga papa itu fit, urus saja urusan mu sekarang fit, buat buktiin lo tu mampu. okay, itu memang berfungsi beberapa waktu yang lalu, sekarang sepertinya kembali muncul perasaan muak, jijik, kesal, dan ah ntah apa lagi kata-kata yang pantas untuk menyebutnya.. "so, kayakmana nanti?" ya, seperti biasa, Q cuma bisa diem sambil menunggu waktu yang tepat buat ngebales ini semua, dan smoga ku belum kehilangan momen itu, momen dimana Q bisa ngelampiasin semua yang udah terjadi selama ini.. liat aja nanti, Q ngga bakal tinggal diem kok,..

Same-Same = Love isn't

do you ever wake up in the morning alone?

do you ever wish that there was some way you could stay at home?

with somebody who love you and needs you

with somebody who helps to complete you

but i've made mistakes and i know for sure

i won't forget to remember

love isn't always as you see it

love isn't always as you dream it should be

love isn't always gonna find you

but this is love...

cause you're all i'm thinking of

i wanna tell you that i'm sorry

i didn't mean that

i wanna say i love you

but will i hear those words come back

from somebody who loves me and needs me

from somebody who helps to complete me

but there's one concern that i must consider

before i start to paint my picture

i'm gonna take my chances

i'm gonna lay my heart out on the line

(on the line this time)

i'm gonna love you endlessly

but i'll keep this in the back of my mind

NP: 082011

NP bulan ini, ngga banyak berubah kok,, hehe tapi karena lagi bulan Ramadhan, beberapa lagu yang v3 sering play adalah lagu-lagu religi,, bukan berarti kemarin-kemarin ngga pernah dengerin ya,,dengerin juga kok, yang v3 play itupun lagu-lagu lama,, kurang begitu suka sama lagu-lagu yang sekarang,,   bulan ini jarang download lagu-lagu baru.. beberapa hasil download ngga sekeren yang v3 bayangin, jadi jarang diputer juga,, tapi nanti-nanti sapa tahu jadi suka.. hehe...

Super junior - Mr. Simple 

SM The Ballad -Don't Lie 

Maidani - Bukan sang Hakim

Native deen - talaal badru

ALVEOLI - Kau Miliknya

Opick - BILA WAKTU TLAH BERAKHIR

Yusuf Islam - Your Mother
haddad alwi feat. farhan - ibu

Miley Cirus - When I look at you
Park Hye Kyung - Happy Girl, Lucky Boy
Padi - Sahabat Selamanya 
Kim Tae Woo - Love Rain.
Boyfriend - Boyfriend
Infinite - Can you smile

IU ft Kim Yeon Ah - Frozen Flower
4men - to live at least once
T-ara - Why are you being like this 
GD n TOP - Baby Good Night 

Kabar Adja

Aarrrgghh udah mau berakhirnya bulan agustus?? belum mau kembali ke Medan ini.. masih betah dirumah.. huhu..  tapi ya mau gimana lagi,, tetep adja harus balik ke Medan,.. Udah kangen juga si ma temen-temen disana...  Minggu ini v3 agak disibukkan sama rutinitas di awal perkuliahan. mengisi daftar mata kuliah yang bakal dijalanin selama satu semester ini, Huwaaa.... akibat kecerobohan kami disemester satu kemaren, harus ada mata kuliah yang mengulang karena ngga dikasih nilai. dan menyebalkannya yang diulang mata kuliah lab yang 1 sks. issh,,, gara-gara harus ngulank itu, sisa SKS nya ngga bisa dipake semua,, masih ada sisa sks, tapi bingung mau ambil apa, dosen pembimbing menganjurkan A tapi v3 lebih 'srek' kalo v3 ambil B. uhm... sebenernya kalo bisa, v3 ngga mau ambil keduanya... haha... ada something gitu yang buat v3 males ada didua kelas itu...  haha.. ngga usah dibahas, tapi keliatannya harus ngambil,, daripada v3 pusink-pusink sekarang, v3 putusin, urusan itu nanti adja pas waktu perbaikan KRS.. liat kondisi (ngga mau kejadian kayak semester kemaren kejadian lagi >,<) lagipula masih banyak urusan yang harus diselesaiin disini.. dapet kerjaan dari mama v3 untuk buat program pengajaran bahasa inggris kelas 7 dan kelas 9.. Ampun.. (=.=) banyak banget,... udah hampir selesai sih,, Alhamdulillah.. langsung lanjut ke kerjaan lain ,, Bikin kue lebaran.. haha... ngga buat banyak-banyak kayaknya,.. ngga mau terlalu cape' (sebenernya bukan itu alasannya,, nyiapin oleh-oleh buat yang di Medan ini yang agak bikin repot.. bakal banyak banget keliatannya.. haha..) . Ya sudahlah,, berhubung udah mau kuliah, harus ngumpulin lagi semangat buat kuliahnya yang udah bertebaran kemana-mana.. Buat yang puasa masih semangat kan?? Semoga apa yang kita kerjakan dibulan yang penuh rahmat dan barokah ini diterima ma Allah SWT dan kita menjadi hambanya yang lebih baik lagi kedepannya..

Infinite - Can U Smile

aju orae jeon neoreul boatdeon
geu neukkimeul gieokhe nan
neoreul alatdeon nareul alatdeon
geu shijeoli saenggakna

neoreul dalmgo shipdeon eouligo shipdeon
ganjeolhaesdeon shiganeul
nan dashi saenggakhae
da jinagan hannat chueok bboningeol

And, Can you smile?
niga weonhajana
niga barajanha
nae mam maneuroneun
neol jabeul suga obtneungabwa
And, Can you smile?
nega galajanha
nan gwenchanhdajeonha
majimak neoege
nan igeot bakken mot junabwa

imi orae jeon naega badatdeon
ni mameumeul gieokhae nan
naegen neomchideon niga gomabdeon
geu shijeoli saenggakna

gajang saranghal ddae gajang haengbokhal ddae
ibyeoleul majuhaesseo
naegen cham neomchyeoseo
mianhaeseo jabadul sun eobtneungeol

And, Can you smile?
niga weonhajana
niga barajanha
nae mam maneuroneun
neol jabeul suga obtneungabwa
And, Can you smile?
nega galajanha
nan gwenchanhdajeonha
majimak neoege
nan igeot bakken mot junabwa

geuredo geuredo gyeolguk geuredo nan..
hajiman amado gyeolguk geuredo nan..
geuredo geuredo gyeolguk geuredo nan..
hajiman gyeolguk geuredo nan..

geure binbeonhaejin
ni geu mal dabdabhaesseo byeonhaejin
ne maltuwa hengdongee
halmal obtge mandeundago
hwaman nage dodgundago
ttoadaemyeo gyeokhaejin
bam haneule
byeoli balghyeo jwissji
dali bichyeo jwissji
hanshi gal gil gatji
byeoldeulgwa bami onda
dareun byeole gareojil bbun
the moon always stay there
I’ll always be here for you want you

And, Can you smile? Ah~~~
neol jabgo shipjiman
butjabgo shipjiman
ne gyeote isseoseo
neon uteumeul ilheogajanha
And, Can you smile? Ah~~~
naega garajanha
nan gwenchanhdajanha
ne gyeoteul ddeonaya
neon hengbokhal su isseunikka

 TRANSLATION

 i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you
i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me.

i think about those desperate times
when i wanted to be like you, hang out with you
but it’s merely a memory
that’s passed by

and, can you smile?
you want this,
you hope for this
i can’t seem to have you
with only my heart
and, can you smile?
i said to go,
i said i’m okay
seems like i can give nothing
but this to you at the end

i remember a long time ago
when i received your heart
i think of those times when you were
overflowing to me and i was thankful

we came across a farewell when we loved the most,
when we were the happiest
i couldn’t hold you back because you were
overflowing to me, because i was sorry

and, can you smile?
you want this,
you hope for this
i can’t seem to have you
with only my heart
and, can you smile?
i said to go,
i said i’m okay
seems like i can give nothing
but this to you at the end

and still, still, in the end, still i…
but probably in the end, i still..
and still, still, in the end, still i…
but in the end, i still..

but i was suffocating
from those frequent words of yours
you tell me with rage
that my way of talking and actions
make you lose your words,
that they make your anger rise
on this violent night,
the stars lit up the sky,
the moon shone,
and you went steadily down your path
stars and the night are coming,
they’re only covered by other stars
the moon always stay there
i’ll always be here for you want you

and, can you smile?
i want to take,
i want to hold on.
by being by my side
you’ve lost your smile.
and, can you smile?
i said to go,
i said i’m okay
you can only be happy
once you leave my side

credit colorcodeclyric

from hiatus

Hai ....!!!!

Huwa udah kangen v3 mau ngisi blog ini,..

Mau cerita dulu deh, puasa hari ke2 ngga nyangka v3 bakal ngalamin yang namanya sakit cacar... Awalnya sie cuma satu satu gitu di tangan ma di badan v3, tapi pas hari ketiga.. huwa..... T.T mulai merambah dianya di badan v3 Ya Allah, buanyak banget dianya. oh, jadi gini rasanya orang yang kena cacar. Aduh ampun deh, ngga mau lagi kayak kemaren,, >,<) *sampe ngebayangin yg ngga ngga v3 selama parah-parahnya kemaren..

Hari ke-Empat v3 baru dibawa ke dokter, cuma dikasih obat adja buat 3 hari. Otomatis selama masa inkubasi itu, v3 ngga bisa pergi keluar,, Huwa.... padahal udah ada janji ma kawan TKJA crew mau buka bersama dirumah Dita, tapi jadi ngga kesampaian,,

sekarang si udah mendingan, tinggal nyembuhin bekas-bekas yang masih kesisa banyak dibadan v3 ini, *masih lama ngga ya?? soalnya banyak yang harus v3 kerjain, padahal tinggal bentar lagi v3 dirumah, tapi tugas mama v3 masih banyak,,, v3 ngga tega mau ninggalin gitu adja ngga ada ngebantu...

makanya v3 pingin cepet-cepet sembuh, bener-bener banyak yang harus v3 kerjain, sekarang si udah beberapa bisa v3 kerjain, tapi yang harus keluar rumah belum bisa.. hiks hiks,.... 

SNSD - Dear Mom

Romanized:
Oneureun waenji himdeulgo jichyeo
Begaereul kkeureo aneun chae honja bangane nama
Jeonhwagil majijakgeorineun naui maeumi
Wenji oneul ttara weroungeojyo

Gapjagi ullin jeonhwae nolla
Bap meogeotneunji geokjeonghaneun eomma moksoriga
Kwichanhge deullyeotdeon geu mari oneureun tareungeol
Itgo isseotdeon yagsokdeuri tteoollayo

Maeumi yeppeun sarami dwelkeyo
Nameul meonji saenggakhaneun saram dwelkeyo
Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeogalkeyo
Nawa kkumeul hamkke nanudeon
Nae meoreun bitgyeojudeon eommaga saenggakna

Ttaereon jalmotdwen seontaekdeullo apahaetjiman
amu mal eobshi dwieseo jikyeobwa jusyeotjyo
Seotulgo eorin aijiman ijen al geot gatayo
eommaui joyonghan gidoui uimireul

Maeumi yeppeun sarami dwelkeyo
Nameul meonji saenggakhaneun saram dwelkeyo
Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeogalkeyo
Nawa kkumeul hamkke nanudeon                         
Nae meoreun bitgyeojudeon eommaga saenggakna

Eotteokhajyo ajik jageun nae mami
Eommaui soneul noheumyeon honja jarhal su isseulji
Ajik bujokhan geot gata nan duryeoun geolyo

Jihyeroun eommaui ttal dwelkeyo (naege yonggireul jwoyo)
Eodilgado jarangseureon ttari dwelkeyo (You’ve been there for me)
Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeo galkeyo

Haneobshi boyeojun sarangmankeum
ttaseuhan mameul gajilkeyo
Sujubeo jaju pyohyeon mothaejyo

Eomma jeongmallo saranghaeyo

Credits: HeeWish

English:
I’m feeling tired today
Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind
It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
The forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
 

I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices
You silently watched over me from behind
 

But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
 

I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What will i do, yet my heart is small
Can I do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack
 

I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

credits: HeeWish